Tomorrow I have to go to the Iontas building at 2pm because all the department chairs are going to be there signing off on classes for occasional students. And before that, maybe after, I have to go over to the residence office and pay my rent. I got locked out of the apartment today. I sent the residence office an email a week ago asking for a link to the correct place to pay online because Susan wasn't happy with me when I paid fees last time, and she never responded because their emails are backlogged. Stupid shitty system. It's bullshit really. Neave in the apartment office is nice to me now though, so she activated my key card for a week. So, I have to go talk to Susan in person. Exactly what I didn't want to do.
Even though Neave is nice to me I'm still scared of her. I legitimately started stuttering when I was talking to her today. Well I was having a mini heart attack anyway because I was locked out and I didn't know what she was going to do, but still. It was a weird feeling.
It was raining too. Real rain though--soaked in a minute kind of rain. It was brilliant. And it wasn't even that cold. So ready for Spring.
I have been intimidated, by only a few, and i hate it...i want to slap my own self for allowing it to happen.
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